Goodbye

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You’ve taken away everything,
And I can’t deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I’ll try to do it right this time around.

Let’s start over.
I’ll try to do it right this time around.
It’s not over.
‘Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We’re wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can’t let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won’t give up that easily.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
‘Cause it’s all misunderstood.
Well, I’ll try to do it right this time around.

Let’s start over.
I’ll try to do it right this time around.
It’s not over.
‘Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.

We can’t let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don’t get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

Let’s start over.
I’ll try to do it right this time around.
It’s not over.
‘Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.

Let’s start over.
It’s not over, yeah…
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.

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Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.

[Refrain] :
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit - it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

[Refrain]

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.

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Published in: on 16. jun 2007. at 08:31 Komentari (0)

Živim u senci senke tvoje senke… i znam da znaš:
još uvek šminkam stvarnost tvojom bojom, jer drukčije ne umem
ne razumem, ne želim pred lažnim svetom celim da se lažno veselim…
To nije osmeh - to je grč. Ljudi su slepi.
Lepi dani, nasmejani, za tebe - za mene skiče,
druge duge ulice, srce skitnice zgaženo nehotice…
Znam da znaš. Jer u svim snovima ti vrtim sve te prazne reči
praznim danima. Nestaješ. I priča odavno nije fer:
lepotica i zver - suviše razno. Sve je prazno.
Prazno je zarazno. Neprolazno.
Vraćam se njima - zar misliš da se stvarno ponosim time?
U mojoj glavi posle svega sve one nemaju čak ni ime…
…samo te oči posećene vetrom koje sjaje baš kao i moje
- znam da znaš, al ne vidiš i ne čuješ, i ne znaš koje
male stvari se broje… i dok porazi se roje,
plašim se da priznam da postojiš, rane gnoje… i da mi fališ…
Fale mi dodiri, fale mi reči, fali mi osmeh
fali mi lice, fale mi laži, fale sitnice
- dosta krivice! Ptice selice nestaju…
Ja ostajem i svi ti pogledi me plaše:
prokleti srećni zagrljeni ljudi! …te uloge su bile naše…
Samo moje i tvoje! A gde smo sad? Gledaj u mene! Nema mene…
samo sene uspomene… samo tragovi…
Koliko dobiješ, toliko daš. Ti nisi smela… znam da znaš…
…znam da znaš…znam da znaš…

 Jedan život - gde prestajem ja, gde počinješ ti
Jedna ljubav - gde stali smo mi, gde sad su drugi
Jedan život - gde prestajem ja, gde počinješ ti
Jedna ljubav - gde stali smo mi, gde sad su drugi
Jedan život - gde prestajem ja, gde počinješ ti
Jedna ljubav - gde stali smo mi, gde sad su drugi
…i reči, šta je to ponos, šta je to sram? Ne želim da znam!
…i kad se svet sruši, na starom mestu biću sam…

Sve suze sveta sprala je kiša. Na kraju nisi ni siguran
da si uopšte plakao, niti da si dno dotakao…
…a nagao kakav jesam, slagao sam sebe da si laz
I vratio se svojim starim stazama…
Ali ni svi peroni sveta me ni malo nisu promenili:
i dalje isti blejer iz bloka, uvek matarskog oka,
nikad izvan svog toka… mikrofon i dalje rokam na putu do doka luke sreće.
I dan je taj što me vara, plavetnilo neba misli skreće.
…a onda padne noć, prokleto dugi sati, sakatim srcem shvatim:
sitnice, ponos, inati neće mi dati da pratim trag - a znam:
sve je ništa, slomiću kazaljke, vreme će stati,
kosmos će čekati! …da samo umem da te vratim!!!
Trazim te, sanjam te pijanim očima, u noćima, u tudjim licima,
u stanovnicima nekih drugih svetova - gde je naš?
Mičem usnama bez glasa dok pada zaborava plast…
Ćutim jer znam da znaš. Uvek si znala i uvek znaš! Ti…
Jedina moja, tebi koja odavno nisi jedina:
svaka sekunda kao godina, al’ barem znam na čemu sam,
i barem znam da nema nas i spreman sam da budem nasmejan pred svima
iako te kad sam solo i dalje oblikujem od oblaka dima!
…i kroz paučinu vraćam dane kad smo ti i ja još bili tim
oprosti što nemam snage da te slažem da ti želim srecu sa njim
a i šta će ti to od mene? Sve uspomene s kaputa stresi,
samo budi to što jesi, tu gde si … šta god da se desi,
ti budi ok i nikad ne saznaj kako to boli
kad nekoga voliš a mrziš, kad mrziš a voliš
i lomiš se da izdržiš…
Ostaje nada da će nekad negde neko hteti da shvati
mene.. moja lutanja, maštanja i sanjanja i znati da ih prati
i ko zna… mozda jednom nadješ me, tamo gde prestajem ja
gde počinješ ti, gde stali smo mi, gde sada su drugi…
…ali srešćeš samo stranca, slucajnog prolaznika i pogled leden…
…iako te je taj neznanac nekada voleo više od sebe.

Published in: on 4. januar 2007. at 16:20 Komentari (0)